Hola!

I love you all.

It can be hard to forgive. It can be hard to say I am sorry. Even harder sometimes is to apologize and forgive yourself.

I am practicing both my apologies and my ability to forgive.

I have been practicing mostly in private but very recently I have opened up to the practice not being confined by embarrassment. This is tough for me because while practicing both apologies and forgivenesses, (mostly apologies) I weep.

I have noticed that there is an order of operations to harvest the biggest yield with this effort. Forgive yourself only once you made sure any apology due is observed. Forgive others before seeking an apology “owed”.

If compelled to apologize or forgive again, do so with the same vigor that moved you originally. Refine through repetition, just like anything else.

I love you.

Papa ❤️🐺